What do you think it means?

I'm running through lines of uncertainy with my child in arms, both the sun n the moon are above- just moments before they touch (elclipse), a veil of nite entraps me while glimpse of time (things that have happen) race's past like waves of thunder, accompamied with events unknown. As I fled, the unknown changes me! My clothes began to fade and lose's it's shape, then I heard a voice of mine call to me '' momma momma''; kissing me continuously yet some are disregarded. I'm battleing untamed emotions a smile, a cry in distress, an lonely discomfort. Instantly shadows appear, with familiar faces yet there is distrust amongst them- a face that changes within a breaths time. Then I awaken(still dreaming) isolated in a knew line, I raise to my Rabbi, lakes, sun sets, and child's play. A character has closed; (InshaAllah) I smile because we're free, wounded-knowing so much was losted, an a small sense of loneyness lengers holding one Love in my arms.

What do you think it means?
That you are feeling pulled in two differing directions and a choice needs to be made. You already know which choice is the right choice and you just need to work up the courage to take that first step down the path which which will change your future back to what it was meant to be.
Reply:You worry too much about some things that actually are only the fruit of your imagination. If you take the time to look around you may see the world is way better than you believed it to be.
Reply:You need to stop using the ganja.
Reply:That ur writing a novel.

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